Jaquie Nichols
Crazy. Beautiful. Madness.
Welcome to our Crazy Beautiful Madness — A modern-day love story unlike any other. One filled with deep love, magic, adventure, sudden loss, and everything in between.


Hello, I'm Jaquie, a girl with a story to tell...
Here, I share my journey through love, grief, and growth — not because I have all the answers, but because I believe in the power of story, connection, and hope. Whether you’re newly grieving, years into your healing, or simply seeking a space that understands, you’re welcome here.
Our story in a nutshell
There was only one chance in a million for us to meet—and somehow, we did. A modern-day love story that started with a friend request on social media.
Tristan lived in England. I was in Mexico. Everything was stacked against us. And yet, our love was the kind that made us believe we could conquer anything.
And we proved that, time and time again.









What to expect in this blog...
In this section, you’ll see how I navigated the heartbreak of losing the love of my life. The bad, the ugly, the raw emotions, the real story behind a smile. and the quiet strength that carries us forward.
As I found myself suddenly becoming a widow and a solo mum, I realised that this new beginning came with its own set of challenges, but I was determined to make it work. In this section of the blog I will share my experiences, I’ll share the joys, the struggles, the tips and everything in between.
Through the pain, I’ve been able to accomplish things I never thought possible and find a new sense of purpose and strength within myself. In this section of the blog, I want to share my experiences and insights on how to find growth in grief, and how to use it as a catalyst for a new beginning..
Finding joy after losing a loved one can be one of the most challenging things ever. When grief is all-consuming, it can feel like there’s no way to escape the pain. But as I’ve learned in my own journey, joy can still be found. In this section, I’ll share my own struggles with finding joy and the steps I’ve learnt to take to cultivate it in my life.


A new beginning
The moment I became a single mum, I knew that I had to be strong for my daughter, Mia Luna. She was only four months old when her father passed away, and the weight of the responsibility of raising her on my own was overwhelming…


Finding myself again...
When I lost Tristan, I felt like a big part of me died with him that day. I felt like I lost my identity, the person I was with him was gone, and I was left to pick up the pieces and figure out who I was without him…








Our story in his own words...
Tristan Nichols on the Nardcast Podcast – San Diego,
In this podcast Tristan is talking about his music and our story in his own words, (min 7:07),
this is so precious!